I learnt recently from a very good youtube video entitled "Great Performances Now Hear This the Riddle of Bach" that Vivaldi inspired Bach to write his music which was essentially dance music and that King Louis XIV of France was an enthusiastic dancer and had a great influence on the development of a new form of dance.
The following I wrote very recently is a very long foreword to a composition I am working on now.
.......Academicians would I suspect rightly criticise my music because much of it is totally lacking in traditional structure and for not having a theme that joins each work or section, for writing music that appears to be nothing more than a worthless string of unrelated short phrases. Although not proficient, I am capable of structuring music in the traditional way, but I sometimes choose not to. I feel that as in a novel, or a simple short article like this I am writing now, the phrases in my compositions relate to each other imperceptibly but intrinsically, while each phrase I hope, tells its own story, has its own unlike message, its own distinctive feeling.
I give great value to the wise advice my only composition teacher in Morley College London gave us; always surprize, never let the listener predict your next note.
I find so much popular music so predictable, so boring, especially the newest trends, that are more and more each year so repetitively predictable that they drive me to sleep, extravagance and vulgarity will never substitute talent, sincerity, and originality; which is why true artists of popular music like Sid Barret , Pink Floyd, Cream, Bob Dylan, Joni Mitchell, Kate Bush, Jimmy Hendrix and yes of course The Beatles, will always be, will always remain in history; while the untalented, insincere, unconfident will all soon disappear into oblivion. Like so many of Madonna’s talentless female imitators, like so many infantile rappers and so many glittery pop stars, who scared of real originality, stick to the silly, little, repetitive, safe, sound patterns of the latest trendy genre; feebly pretending to chock or entertain us by dressing like clowns or fools or prostitutes in unimaginative, sometimes vulgar, sometimes grotesque or tasteless, always simple, talentless videos.......
This new work in progress is probably not very good at all. I sometimes think that I'm not young enough to compose well. That my best work was done years ago when I was full of confidence and every new composition filled me with wonder and delight. I feel that perhaps then although infinitely less experienced I had greater mental power and faith in myself and that this was reflected in my work. I remember when I was very young I heard hole compositions in full orchestration in my dreams, but then I was not capable of writing music, by the time I learnt to write music the musical dreams where gone, I only have one piece that was partly heard in a dream. Today I am full of worries, about health, money and the present pandemic and this hinders the quality of my work. I believe that all arts including composition, even if we are not aware of it, are a mirror of ourselves and a mirror of how we feel. I suspect that Beethoven felt he was amongst the greatest and partly therefore he was.
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